Why I Fast- Ramadan reflection after first week

I've been seeing a lot of articles and posts asking for the real reason behind fasting and what one has 'gotten out of it' so I have analyzed it myself

1- a test from God: God notes numerous times that the believers will be tested and fasting is a great test for those who are faithful- why else would one do it if not to gain a deeper commitment to God and strive for success as a Muslim? The temptations can be great when fasting, I know as I have failed in the past to complete a full month. When food is readily available and a variety of drinks at every turn, its easy to allow yourself to give up and give in. Faith is a test- one has to strive to adhere by God's rules for living and avoid the doubts that lead to sin. In the past I would break fast early and the thought of "God will forgive me, its not a big deal" would excuse me of my weakness. But the strong in faith are the ones who know no excuse is sufficient. I want to be strong.

2- strength comes out of hardship: I always have such admiration for athletes and one reason is that they work hard and sacrifice for a goal and when they achieve it, its such an empowering outcome and one that requires maintenance to continue being successful. I feel that way about fasting- there are times when it can be so hard to focus and function with diminished energy but the reward of God's blessings and obeying God's command keeps me motivated. Also the experience of fasting motivates me throughout the year; knowing that I set a goal and accomplished it (though in the past I haven't gone the whole month, but did do several weeks) helps me when I face other challenges.

3- extended salat: in terms of taking time out of your life for God. Much like the daily prayers, fasting for me is a time to stop all the plans we make and give it to God. I feel slowed down physically and mentally- fasting forces me to think about my faith and not waste time (or if I am wasting time, the hunger pains bring back my focus)

So with the blessings of a pretty successful week of Ramadan, I pray for additional success and to watch my patience and anger and turn to God when I am stressed or feeling down.

Alhaduliliah