- -Its unfortunate I still have my illness [though I must remember that being a muslim doesn't excuse me from illness and life's stresses] I see that I am able to work through it and lean on Allah for strength compared to last year when I feel utterly alone and hopeless.
- -I am definately not perfect and have stumbled with the same main issue I've been dealing with for a year- and although I have tremendous guilt, I also feel some sernenity in knowing that Allah loves me and is there for me as I work on getting back to the straight path- that its not 'sin once and you're out of here' kind of feeling. I am a muslim no matter what and I can always improve.
- -When I feel lost and ponder the point of life, my attitude is not so destructive but resigning- I may not know the answers to why I'm here on this earth but I do know Allah has a plan for me and I have to be patient and take one day at a time.
So although my illness hasn't been completely healed, I know that as a muslim, I am not alone and that Allah will always be my support and strength. Thank you so much God for loving me despite myself
