Week 19 bump pic

I had realized that I had not been taking pics of my growing baby bump so I figured I should start- its really starting to be noticable and I feel a little weird about it poking out so much. I worry how it'll look in month 8! Aside from heartburn, I feel well though I still stress too much and have been feeling down. Then I feel guilty about feeling down because I'm not trusting in God as I should so I just need to chill out. I look foward to my ultrasound next week and pray we'll find out the gender. Inshallah!

Trying and happy times

I have been turning to God so much lately- I came back to work from spring break to find out I was being let go. It was upsetting in so many ways and its been hard lately to come to work and not wanting to just leave. Its definately trying as I am pregnant and am worried about the future. But I know that I have to trust God that there is a plan and by worrying, I'm only stressing myself out and wasting energy.

As far as my baby, I can feel him/her move which is great- its hard to distinguish between baby movements and regular tummy rumblings. Sometimes its a small thump and other times its a wave of motion. I am showing more and am taking advantage by wearing some of the clothes I had put away as they would show my chubby belly- now its ok. Of course all clothing is still modest.
I have been incredibly hungry lately and at times my heart races but things have been pretty good.

I pray for those in stressful situations that they turn to God and leave it to Him